.GOD FORGIVE .
In my life iam looking for peace..
cause everything else just dissapear.
from losing my family.. to losing my freinds..
I just wished the pain would end.
sometimes i feel so lonely like iam freak..
afraid to go out to he world i will be freak..
And what my eyes see i dont like.
cause all the people look alike.
all they thinks about is fights.
and they believe everything they do is right.
but vwhat bthey dont know that life pays you back.
and am only saying so cause love is fact..
sometimes i have nightmares about me dying.
therfore when i wake up i feel like crying..
although death would make me happy..
cause its revealing me from my life which is so happy.(funny)
then i just feel like losing my mind(heart)..
cause i realized that its not my time.
but if my life come to an end (come to the end)
OR .. if this is about to be my end..
i wish to god to forgive me beacause I HAVE SINNED